not many hours

There really aren’t enough hours in the day!  So many things I want to do these days… shoot pictures, edit pictures, crochet, cross stitch, scrapbook, write a book, even play games, ha.  I don’t want to clean, but I have to make time for that, too.  And cooking.  I really don’t like to cook, either.  Then there’s the house we’re building, geez that’s a big job.  It’s really kinda getting to get old, honestly.  I know many other people have worked for years on a house so really we are doing pretty good but it’s really got us in a limbo.  Everything is so stressful because when I look around here, I get so overwhelmed.  Packing just really stresses me out.  I’m sure we’ll get through it just fine but just the thought of starting to pack stuff up just makes me want to crawl in a hole and pull it in after me.

I’m just not cut out for long term stress, I think.  Good thing I don’t have to plan any weddings these days.  I can handle other people’s weddings.  I’ll stress about them for about a week before and then during and maybe a bit after but I couldn’t handle six months to a year worrying about it!  Plus things are always harder when you have to factor in an unknown…