Monthly Archive for February, 2004Page 2 of 4

ups and downs

Today has been a wild mixture of ups and downs.
First I want to say, I thank God for people who show you they really and truly care about you - you know who you are…. thank you :-)
Anyway, first today was my blood test… I got up later than I had wanted to - I was sleeping like I was absolutely dead. So I didn’t get a shower until Sheila got here. So I got ready and we headed up there. But I realized I forgot the paper I needed for the test, so we turned around, a few miles out of town. We headed up there again. I got to the lab and signed in. They called my name and did my paperwork - as soon as I was done with that they were all, “okay, let’s go.” I was like, “wait, don’t I have to drink something?” And she said, “Nope, it just says fasting glucose.” I’m thinking, well duh. But whatever. I got Elijah and Sheila and we all went back. I sat Elijah, still in his seat, close to me and talked to him while they did my blood. It helped, even if he did totally ignore me while he chewed on his toy. They only took one tube, and this time I didn’t really feel faint. I remember the first time I ever had this done, just over a year ago, my initial pregnancy blood tests - they took 5 tubes and I thought I was seriously going to pass out. The lab lady said they’ll have the results in the morning, so I guess I’ll call the Dr’s office sometime tomorrow.
So that was all done with - finally - we headed outside and I remembered that Kris was supposed to be induced at 6. I called Aarron’s cell phone and he said that they actually didn’t start the pitossin (sp?) until 10, because they were really busy with many many pregnant women. So she wasn’t very far along then. I went up there and saw her for a few minutes. Elijah and Sheila stayed in the waiting room. Several times I’m like, “Kris, breathe.” You could just tell she wasn’t. So Abby V. was staying with Emily and she had talked to Aarron on the phone and said that Emily refused to come out of her room or get out of bed and screamed when she tried to get her to do so (Emily is 2). So I promised them that I would go by there on my way home and check things out.
From the hospital we went to The Gamerz Edge. Guess what they had? Yup, they had two original nintendos. It kinda went like this…
“How many original nintendo systems do you have?”
“We have two.”
“Do they go pretty fast here?”
“Yes, they go VERY fast.”
“I’ll take it.”
Hehe. He then proceeds to tell me that I get two controllers, the gun, original Mario Bro/Duck Hunt game, and can pick out two other games. As he’s doing this, another women walked in - she bought the other one after we were done. :-) I figured that if I didn’t get it now, I never would. It was $44.95 and of course, not on EBay, so no shipping costs. Elizabeth and I are still head bidders on one system, but we’re hoping that someone bids us out before it ends tomorrow afternoon. But she said that if we win it, she’ll buy that one. We’d rather each have our own anyway.
So we headed to Kris/Aarron’s and I was able to coax Emily out of bed, change her diaper, get her dressed, and get her warmed up to Abby. She knows Abby, I think she just got freaked out when Mommy wasn’t there when she woke up and it blew her whole routine. So then we left there….
We headed back to Sheila’s where we proceeded to play Nintendo all day like a bunch of kids. LOL. The thing’s a bit tricky to work sometimes, but for the most part it’s good. Just don’t walk by it too fast. :-) It has a 30 day warrenty though, too.
Steve came out and got some wood, played some Duck Hunt, then went home to get a fire started and get ready for bed. So I was leaving later and I carried everything out to the car - my purse, the diaper bag, the nintendo, games, etc. I was walking back to get Elijah, who was in his seat in the house, and I was taking a step with my left foot, so my right had all my weight. My right ankle suddenly went out, it was like it diappeared or something. I fell forward and hit my shin on the concrete step on the porch. I’m just lucky that I didn’t hit my head on the door, or the threshold. That woulda really hurt. Of course, my ankle twisting and hitting my shin on concrete wasn’t exactly fun either. I yelled out in pain, not that I meant to, and my mother-in-law came outside, I’m sitting there rubbing my shin, a bruise was already showing up. I could hardly walk inside. Grr. It was so wierd though, that’s never happened to me before. Guess I’m just getting old or something.
Then tonight while sitting around home, Chris called me. It was very nice to hear from her. :)
Well tomorrow we plan on going and seeing Kris and the baby in the evening. During the day I’m going to to Sheila’s math - she moved it from Tues to Thurs, said that works better for her. And I guess I’ll be doing my best to get the rest of this house cleaned. Looks like we’re getting satellite. I really don’t think we can afford it, but Steve really wants it, so okay. Some guy is coming Friday to do the installation. I would prefer Steve to do it, especially since he won’t be home when this guy comes, but whatever. I guess in the long run it will be better than only VHSs and DVDs and CDs. I’m already getting sick of the stuff we have. :-D
Okay, this is long enough - good night :-)
[sign out 1:13am]

well tomorrow

I go for my test. GRR. Kris is not going with me anymore. She has decided to have her labor be induced at 6:00am before our Dr goes on vacation. So it’s just me. I’m going to take Sheila and Elijah with me, but if they go into the lab with me I don’t know yet. I hate the lab. The people like never smile and it’s uncomfortable - as if it’s not bad enough getting crap done to you, you have to endure that, too. And of course, I get to drink that nasty sugary crap and then sit for an hour + dreading the next moment.
Anyway, I’m gonna do something here and then go to bed. I guess I need my sleep to get tomorrow over with.

why?

Why am I so stinking nervous about this Wednesday? I have decided to go do the diabetes test on Wednesday morning. Kris is going to go with me while Sheila watches Elijah and Emily. But what is my problem? It’s not like I haven’t had my blood taken before. I mean, for Elijah, I had to have my blood taken at least 6 times (2 regular blood tests, 4+ for my condition and aftermath). So you’d think I’d be fine. So there must be something else bothering me. But I just can’t put my finger on it. Is it maybe the fact that this whole thing is a diabetes test?
On another note, I am also worried about my mom. She has to go on Wed (Thurs?) for a breast cancer test. She had a mammogram the other day and they want her to come back. It could be nothing, but it could be something. However, we aren’t mentioning this to really anyone because she doesn’t want Ryan, Gina, and Mitchell to know until she knows something for sure. She doesn’t want to worry them. So if you read — shhhhh.
On lighter notes…
Went to Fenton today with Elizabeth and Carrie. We were in search of old Nintendos. Unfortunately, none were to be found. So we’re thinking of hitting Ebay.
I opened my new clique - for Skillet fans. Now to get some members… :-)
I am trying to download some of those game emulators… not having any luck… blah…

Dude…

…what is my freaking problem? I mean, I want to get up early tomorrow, but here I am, screwing around again. I guess I’m just grateful for a break by this time, after Elijah and Steve are asleep. Who knows. Either way I’m being stupid. So I guess I’ll go to bed now. Maybe tomorrow I’ll tell you what I wanted to tell you about this morning. (Hehe, got you wondering now, huh?)

@#$%

It is freaking cold in here!!!!
I had work to do today. But I’m cold. So I decided, nah, I’ll do it Tuesday. Well, I did do some… some laundry, cleaned the bathroom… maybe I’ll do the dining room later tonight when it’s not so cold.
But for now, I think I’m gonna work on the cliques I was wanting to start. Wouldn’t start em, but can’t find existing ones like this elsewhere…
Post more later… if you’re lucky…

today

was weird.
First Steve left around 5:30am for work.
Elijah woke up right before he left due to that toy we bought him yesterday. He musta stirred and accidentally hit it - it went off - woke him up - he started crying. Took me a half an hour to get him back to sleep.
Elijah woke me up again around 9, I began my day the usual way.
I fed Elijah then did some cleaning and stuff.
I was just taking a break when Steve got home (early).
We had lunch. He was going to leave to get firewood when we got a phonecall.
He left to take care of this phone call - friends of ours needed some electrical work.
Needless to say, I wasn’t ready to go. So I was supposed to get ready then come down, too.
I got ready.
It took me a while.
Elijah wouldn’t cooperate.
I had to get a shower.
I had to get dressed.
The phone was ringing.
Elijah wouldn’t cooperate.
Elijah had to eat a little bit.
We left.
We came back for my medicine.
We left.
We went through the gas station drive thru for some much needed Mountain Dew.
Cell phone rings.
“Where are you?”
“Just left.”
“JUST left????”
“Yeah.” Duh.
So basically he tells me that these people have some place to be by 6 and so, you might as well go back home.
I was so stinking mad. I broke my back getting ready to leave for him, when I really was counting on staying home and doing housework. I wasn’t mad at our friends, but at Steve for not telling me this sooner.
But when he got home, I found out everything was just one big misunderstanding and he called me as soon as he knew.
We left.
We went to Ryan’s for supper.
That place was packed. With some pretty ignorant people, too, by the way.
We left there and drove around for a while, eventually getting back home.
Elijah slept all the way home, of course. So then when we got home he wanted to stay up. He finally just went to sleep, at least I think, he’s quiet in there… So now I’m going to bed.
Added 9 new webcam images tonight…
Quote of the year: Sex does not make you Skinny. lol
Happy 12:19am to me!

happy valentine’s

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone :-)

Well let’s see…

Today was a rather busy day, just stuff until Steve got home. Then we headed to South County and picked up Elijah’s pictures (yay) and then went to dinner with Erin. From there we went to the mall where I got a watch for Valentine’s. :-) Erin works at Dakota Watch Co, actually she’s a GM, and so she got me 50% off. She is allowed to use that discount 4 times a year and she said she never uses it. I think I only got a watch because when we were at dinner she said something like, “so hey, you want a watch for Valentine’s day, don’t ya?” Lol. Steve was like, no she’s not getting anything. And I said, “Fine, then, I’m taking your gift back.” And he was like - what?! Did you really get me something? And well duh. So I think he felt bad because I got him something but he didn’t get me anything. Like last year. Like my last birthday. Arg. So yeah, that was actually part of the plan. So we went over and I got a watch. :-) It’s cute. It’s got a blue face, no numbers, just lines, and has a mod band - black with metal holes. I love metal holes. I always rip the other kind out. So then from there we went to Walmart and got some essentials then came home. Elijah is excited, he got a crib mirror, finally. There was one in the clearence aisle that plays music and stuff. He loves it. He played with it tonight until he fell asleep. He also played with it all through Walmart. I thought he was going to cry when Steve took it away to pay for it. What I got Steve was two little West Coast Choppers motorcycles. He’s been eyeing them but doesn’t like to spend money on himself for something like that. I knew he’d love em.
Anyway, tomorrow, the actual Valentine’s day. Well, actually today as of two hours. But I’ll set the date back again lol, that really bugs me, cause to me it’s still Friday. Anyway I plan on cleaning house tomorrow. Let’s hope I can get some crap done!

*sigh*

*sigh*
I’m pretty depressed right now. I have to go sometime soon to get tested for diabetes. Apparently, too many infections can be a sign of that, other symptoms or no.
More medicine I had to buy again today, too. Arg.
I’m also kicking myself… I was so upset after hearing that that when I was at Walmart filling my perscriptions I also bought some stupid $25 diet pills. I guess I felt like if I were to lose some weight maybe this problem would go away. I’ll go ahead and use them after I finish my medication. Maybe they will help. Either that, or kill me, probably.
I practically cried all the way to Kris’s, then all the way home. Not continuous, though. At Kris’s I cleaned Emily’s room and I think I used some muscles that I haven’t in a long time. Good I guess.
But I was also a bit upset too because after I left the doctor’s, I tried to call Steve. I had to call the shop and they were like ‘okay we’ll try and get the message to him’ (to call me on the cell). Well, he’s pissed off because he got no such message. I wonder what kind of havoc he’s going to wreak about it tomorrow.
Did I mention he works Saturday and Sunday? There goes my Valentine’s weekend.
Anyway, that’s been my day. Depressing.