Addendum before you read the incoherent ranting: My host rocks. They had a backup! In fact, they had four days worth, but all I needed was one and not only that but they restored it for me and everything is like new again. Wow, I feel so much better. My old host never would have done that. Westhost rocks!

First of all, one of my sites was apparently “hacked.” My host caught it and killed the process, whatever it was and changed some settings that… heck, I know not to have turned on so I dunno how it was on unless the “hacker” did that. Anyway, so I’m going through, changing passwords and removing unneeded things. ‘Cause, like, you know, all my sites are interconnected, right? And I go to get rid of three unneeded FTP accounts. Select. Select. Select. Delete. Yes, remove user’s home directories because, yah, like, those are just test FTP accounts for upgrades and stuff and… done.

Only. DUH, VAL.

Two of those accounts weren’t just tests and they deleted two websites. One was my candle site which I had a backup of so I uploaded that and everything seems to be ok. But another was a very large site with lots of images that runs on Joomla. I have a backup from August 5, only… for some reason it’s not complete. I don’t have ANYTHING from my images folder and some other sub-stuff that’s actually set up for other people. Granted, 80% of those people haven’t updated their sites since 2005 and I have the files but I can’t replace their documents and images if they’re not in my backup.

I want to die.

Well, maybe not. More accurately I just wanna give up forever and ever. Bah, what a mess this is going to be. I think I have some of the originals for the old site on the other computer and external hard drives, but nothing is going to be named or set up the same way, etc. And some of the newer stuff might be hiding in my email but since I lost some of that not long ago, too, who knows?

What doesn’t make sense though is that I am like, a harcore backuper. So why do I not have this one site in its complete form anywhere? It doesn’t even make any sense. I have two and three copies of everything else I’ve ever done or used… so why not this?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…

I know, I know. Please ignore my incoherent ranting and return to your regularly scheduled day.