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Tomorrow Kayleigh will be 40 weeks, June 26th is her due date. It also means that the date we were hoping for her to have come home by will have come and gone. But all is not lost, the end is in sight.

Ok, so, my last update I talked about her kidneys and how she has the grade 3 and a grade 5 reflux and will need surgery to fix that, sometime in her first year, the pediatrician tells me. We also found out that the kidney with the grade 5 is also at a lowered function. It might only function 5% of what it should, the specialist told me, or it could be 20%. They don’t know. He said that also in time, her left kidney (which as of now he sees as perfectly fine and says it can carry her through life by itself) should compensate by growing larger. If it doesn’t, it means that the right kidney has more function than he thinks it does, or that it is also bad. So we shall see what we shall see. Lots of people live with one kidney, I’m sure she’ll be fine. He did mention, though, something about, I think, if it gets worse, or really bad, then it will have to come out. I hope that doesn’t happen, of course, but we’ll take things as they come.

K is now 7 lbs and 3 oz. I’m not sure how tall she is, they haven’t updated me on that lately. She’s gaining weight steadily and it seems like it’s been really fast here lately but they say it’s still ok, no need for diuretics yet again.

The lung specialist came and talked to me last week. When they call him in, they’re pretty confident that the baby is going home on oxygen. Because of this, they’re also not too worried about weaning her down any more. So it sounds like when she does come home she’ll have several oxygen tanks.

So her next battle is “nippling,” as they call it, ie. taking all her feedings via mouth. Right now, the orders are that she gets three nippling feedings a day, basically one bottle feed and two breast feeds. But if she only does one breast feed, she can do another bottle feed. The last two days we’ve had some really good feeding sessions, so I’m encouraged.

As of Monday, the doctor was talking to me about how if she doesn’t get any better with the feedings via mouth by about 42 weeks (when she’d be considered 2 weeks over due if I were still pregnant) they’ll start talking about doing a feeding tube for her to go home with. Most likely it would be a G-tube which is inserted through the side into the stomach, rather than through her nose down into her stomach like she has now. It sounds scary but it is actually the better way to go for if you have to have that at home as with the tube she has now, it has to be changed on a weekly basis (or before) and it can become dislodged and go to her lungs (which is very bad), etc. And, I’m told, it’s incredibly amazing how the G-tube area heals, they just pull it out and the stomach and insides just heal right up; in the words of the pediatrician: “very amazing.”

The nurse practitioner I talked to yesterday led me to believe that 44 weeks would be the maximum. They’d start talking about a feeding tube around 41 or 42 weeks and she could get it and go home around 44. So at the very latest, that’s, like, July 24. Not ideal, but I’ll take it.

Of course, again, after the last two days, I’m very encouraged. Today, both feedings I did and one of them yesterday were full feedings, she took enough milk from me that they didn’t need to give her more via her tube. So that is really awesome. And if the last two days are any indication, I’ve found she’s figuring it out better, knows what it’s going to take to get her tummy full and knows that freaking out if she doesn’t get something right away is not going to help.

So I’m not worried.

Of course, coming home on oxygen isn’t ideal, either, but we’ll deal with it. She’ll have a little monitor that will go off if her heart rate is below a certain level, amongst a few other things (I believe). So we’ll deal with it. The lung guy also mentioned that this is a good time of year for her to be going home on oxygen and that he expects her to be off of the oxygen before RSV season starts in October.

The other thing is her acid reflux. I wish they had diagnosed her with this sooner, but I guess it was a while before they thought she needed the test. I actually went with her and watched while she took the upper GI test. I watched on the x-ray monitor as she sucked a bottle of that barium stuff and twice she had reflux, once mostly up her throat and the second time up into her mouth. So now she gets Mylanta before every feeding and then an acid controller twice a day. I think it’s really helped. She still grunts and what not but not nearly as much as she was before that.

But the reflux means she also has her bed on an incline. So she’ll also need a sling thing and to have her crib at home raised. I’m not sure how that’s going to work upstairs or with the Pack N Play but we’ll figure it out. If nothing else I guess the poor kid can sleep in the bouncy seat or swing (when I get one) lol. Just so she’s inclined a bit to help her keep that stuff down.

And with all that said… the nurses have finally outlawed her preemie “outfits.” I don’t know what they’re called, but the little single pieces of clothing that have a top and pants and they might have feet in them? She’s too tall now for them, though she could probably wear them still otherwise and her onesies still fit her. She sure is growing though. She’s already bigger than Elijah was when he was born, quite a bit bigger, actually!

Ooooh, and yesterday? I turned around just in time to see the mobile swinging wildly when it had been still a second before… K had been reaching for it and she finally got it!